lyrics :D

2010-06-13T08:01:00.000-07:00

TWO CHINESE SONGS TO INTRODUCE :)

title: 天真

这次我真的痛了

真的彻底醒了

我试着洒脱

换来的只是伤痕

我爱到痛了

你却留下我一个人

埋葬我的天真

title: 试着去忘记

灯孤单的透过我的心结

你说爱的季节不会调谢

这个谎言最终说了再见被冻结

等一个无法清点的从前

你怎么就这样结束一切

我手中还留着你的照片

悄悄地模糊了我的视线

转眼看见你的笑脸陪在她身边

留在眼眶中的眼泪越来越明显

我们曾漫步在海边却看不见明天

我想那是上天对爱情的搁浅

多想有个美丽的世界

试着去忘记你的一切

可心痛总在想念里强烈

我哭泣的双眼却没有终点

Held my hand,

2010-06-13T06:40:00.000-07:00

Say you're not alone.

As if i can feel your warmth.

Weekends.

Oh shopping loves

Saturday went to raffles for the education grant.

Wore uniform and grab a spaghetti top and jacket then rushed off.

Omg, i met yingchang's girlfriend over there!

She mentioned that she heard my name since sec1 -.-

Wtf, what a bad reputation. Wadever, just a warning for those who provoked me.

Haha, she is quite nice :)

Saw one of the guy that once talked to me randomly. oh, still looked as dao as before.

When he was on the stage, he looked damn cool.

Thought he had forgotton me, Then when everything ended, we were about to leave the hall,

He and me clashed, everybody squeezing you see.

Then he said," You still looked so dumb, Be careful ah, someone may step on you, shortie."

What! i stunned then say then you stop acting cool. lol.

Signed up for the nebo membership, not bad siah :)

After changing out of my uniform,

Sis and me tried to find the flea,

But we ended up walkign from raffles places to clarke quay!

Damn it hot, chayee kena freakout.

So gave up and went to 313@somerset.

Haha, bought 3 pieces of clothes.

Not bad :)

Ohyah, i clashed into fione :)

Chiobu ^^

LOVE MY GREY CARDIGAN!

Snaps.

from newlook, i like sia, but cannot buy anymore!

FINALLY got a balloon :)

But not a helium one! :(

our lunch :)

lalalala.

FAvourite :)

I AM UNHAPPY! **RAWKS**

Cause I can read those velvet eyes,

2010-06-11T05:47:00.000-07:00

And all i see is lies.

Tuesday

Went to library and do homeworks.

Oh, i such a studious child :)

Did quite alot, Geography done and maths almost all except those we dont udnerstand.

Omg, roots is so gotta kill me. And i am going to kill myself if i keep mind block.

Haha, it was a funny day, met funny people. Or i should say brainless people :)

HEHE, ate burgerking and it was great :P Yummy.

Anw, mum has been going mad over trivial things these few days.

Poor me.

Thursday

Wokeup late but it was fine, haha.

Went to jinjin's hse to bake cookie.

First attempt, Failed!! :( Went chao-da! T.T Waste my flour!

HAHA, then tried again! Yipee! Turned out to be much much mega better :)

hehe, it taste marvellous :) haha, though very sweet :X haha, got choco chunks! :)

Went to play bball, omg, got alot of guys and pro :/

We were so not going to play with them in the same court.

Waited and finally, bastards went off :) Played. Toiled.

Tired but fun.

Friday

Sweeting wokeup late today :O

She damn pro, 8.45am(?) Wake up then 9am jiu went out of the house le!! Super fast (!)

Hehe, thumbsup. Took 198.

I was thinking, yes you.You dint turn up :)

i felt relieved but disappointed too.

Went to jp and woohoo, new lanyard. :)

St bought ribbon, lanyard and shoelace :)

If i have money, i want to buy a new bagpack!

St so good, mama sponsor :O argh.

Suudenly, i hate to be myself.

Really, my height, my laughters, my screamings, my jaws, my fats and wadever fucking

Overreactions or opinions.

Fucking hate you.

Cause i care what you think.

The eyes maybe shining,

2010-06-07T08:36:00.000-07:00

But she is crying deep deep down there.

Melting like an ice cream

Falalalalala.

chacha: bad girl. abandon me in sgp!

chacha: hellooooooooooooooooooooo

sweeting: hello jiaen, your tag (:

crystal: hehe~!! youu got go bac oOo?? ><><>

Kimberly: oops double tag ._.

Kimberly: hey i went msia during weekends for wedding also !! so qiao. LOL.

Kimberly: hey i went msia during weekends for wedding also !! so qiao. LOL

JinJin: OOPS! Ps, press so many times, zzz. spam, hehe,

JinJin: OMG! I love the post on 20may! Damn nice. Mind if i take? heh. We go ball soon

JinJin: OMG! I love the post on 20may! Damn nice. Mind if i take? heh. We go ball soon,

Hazel: Heheh thanks! GOT CT3 MEH.

Marumo: HELLO JIA EN seems like nan hua still like the old times... Btw my history paper ended today, so happy

Jiahui: I will buy double choc from you! Rmb give me the nicest one hor, haha (:

tzulai: AHHHHCHEONG, sorrysorry i think your neoprints' are with me! cos i think we both have the same ones and i thought i haven keep yet but i kept your share! poopies and shoots, rmb remind me return you:)

Hazel: The one that insult JustinB one right! YEAH THAT ASS I THINK HE NEVER SEE MIRROR BEFORE.

REPLIES

chacha: Is you cannot go hor! Dont accuse me :)

sweeting: thanks :D act sweet - thing!

crystal: yupp, i wear till so chio, u never get to see :P

Kimberly: hi 5 sia!! :) hehe, went for wedding reception :B

JinJin: Ehh, spamer! haha, okok sure :) Damn nice right!! haha, i ai zai sia.

Hazel: shld be lah! :)

Marumo: Yupp, just that i become more chio :) hehe, mye over.

Jiahui: Good dog :) haha, thanks alot! har nah har nah, kiam siap.

tzulai: nevermind! Returned me liao, haha, u this round thief! :P

Hazel: Exactly, bastard. No, i mean monster :)

Day by day,

2010-06-02T00:11:00.000-07:00

More and more each and everyday.

It's not that easy to take.

If you love every single one of them.

Saw this random photo in my camera.

Oh i look so dumb and ugly tho i am still lidat rightnow, but i look at myself, i said, i have grown bit by bit everyday. Jiahui looks different too. Everyone may have grown up, but may not have moved on. No matter what, there's nothing i can do to make myself feel better or wdv.

Cause the main cause is you.

But if i learn to move on, nothing can hurt me.

If i dont feel hurt, i dont care, i would have moved on.

ANYWAY, i love that dress!!

Yesterday

Went to paulling's remedial. Wtf, boring.

However, sweeting, michelle, tzulai and me were late :)

Out of purpose, DUH. HAha.

Then i went home. They went dk where.

Ard 4pm, we went to play basketball,

Including sweeting, T.jian, junyi, tzulai and me :)

IT was tiring, but fun.

Today

Went to meet jiahui at jp macs.

Ate and did homeworks. Conclusion: Physics is as freak as paulling.

Then xiaohan came. HAha. had fun with iTouch :D

Xiaohan went to meet fione and tl for movie,

Jh and i went to try clothes.

I bought a pair of rubi shoe!! :D:D

HAPPY, then michelle came.

Ate ice cream then homed :)

SNAPS.

if tears can speak,

2010-05-31T08:29:00.000-07:00

tell me why it fell.

Tell how you feel.

Even beautiful lies.

I wanted to reply tags. But dontknwo what happened, blogger dont let me copy&paste.

Anw, blog about details some other day. Going to sleep soon enough.

Tomorrow morning, i am having breakfast with michelle & sweeting :) Meeting at 7a.m., That is early.

Excited cos i am changing my shoelace to my new ones! Love them :)

Thinking if i shld buy rubi shoe but jinjin showed her newly bought shoe at jurong at only $10!! And 2 for only $15!! which! means one for $7.50!! Omg, thats super cheap for that kind of shoe. Originally $20 to $30!

Ohyah, i am super happpy that i have learnt how to tie scopion myself. All on my own, dudes! Tho will get abit messy but a god start :) Hope i will tie chiochio scopion by sch reopen :)

I love michelle Buan yun yi. And i want to go decodar's cafe soon enoough!!

I want water playground too!! hmm, Mayb a hair cut.

BUtbutbut, i cut my fringe (!!) Omg, can you imagine! haha, see it tml :D

It wont be too late,

2010-05-27T06:31:00.000-07:00

To start being strong.

Only after now.

It's over here, baby.

Oh, i heard it.

What a day.

Today's Sports Carnival is simply lol. Haha, finally they went down for water polo :)

I realised, T.jiaen, Clarice and jiayun are so charm ><>

I was tired.

Then went to IMM. Had spaghetti too ><>

Hurt my fragile heart, Hahas.

Realised, i love Jiahui and Sooche this mega Much again.

I wanna cherish Sweeting and Fione too.

Xiaohan is a really nice girl :)

Camwhored till we v.tired :D

Initially wanna play in water playground but only sweeting and i interested so we decided not to play ><

Mega lots of Snapps!

Behaved like a child ><

Xiaohan is going to faint ><

Lenise cannot take it anymore.

PEACE.

Sexy cats.

imitating Zihui ><

Act cute shot.

DA niu (daniel ) -.-

DA xiang! (elephant)

Dao u !

WE ROCKS!

Mental hospital de patients :D

GLAM :D

(my fat thighs!) !@#$%^&*&^%$#@

me cut off -.-

Chio :D

FAvourite! We are so damn SWEET.

They are those patients D:

We are tired!

SUPER GIRLS!

Troubles.

glam ><

Isolation of C.jiaen -.-

The best shot and the sweetest.

Awesomance forever, we own.

Once One more,

2010-05-25T07:58:00.000-07:00

I couldnt hide it anymore.

When i got to know more.

A happy post soon enough.

Perhaps what i need is only time.

Rightnow i need a hug from a friend.

Sudden urge to be appreciative.

I love jiahui and sooche this mega much.

I knew i was being emotional to say this.

But i really mean it.

I love Michelle and sweeting duper much too.

I love all that i really do.

I want to hug everyone of them tomorrow.

But they will only think i am freak.

But they dint know i need their shoulder to comfort.

Let me know i am not alone.

There are too much out there for you to love.

Darts and arrows,

2010-05-25T07:24:00.000-07:00

Truths in action.

One more time.

Before i shut the wishing eyes.

Sudden enlightenment.

Perhaps a late bliss, a new learning journey.

Things always went the wrong track, we shall choose to walk it in our way.

There may still be thorns and spikes,

but never be this careless again.

Learn your lesson in a hard way,

Live your life in a motivated manner.

I am so motivated to doing things right now.

Starting point may have delayed, but not my passion.

It doesn’t make sense to let go of something you had for so long, but it doesn’t make sense to hold on when nothing’s there too.

-runawaytrain@tumblr

Have you ever wondered about the things we tell ourselves before we fall asleep? We whisper the words in the dark, telling ourselves that we’re happy, or that he’s happy, that people will change their minds. We persuade ourselves that we can live without the people who have left. Each night before we fall asleep we lie to ourselves in a desperate hope that come morning, it will all be true.

-runawaytrain@tumblr

The truly painful goodbyes are the ones that are never said and never explained.

-runawaytrain@tumblr

i don't know,
why we put things off,
but if I had to guess,
I’d say,
it has a lot to do with fear.
Fear of failure.
Fear of pain.
Fear of rejection.....
— Grey’s Anatomy

Oh yes, it's the fear.
Lingering somewhere.
i dont want to admit,
a strong front may work.

Witness the clock ticking,

2010-05-24T06:10:00.000-07:00

I'm use to the feeling of pain.

If i can have it all.

Cause it goes on and on.

Went back to malaysia during weekend, attended a wedding reception of one of my cousins.

Ohgosh, then i had a terrible stomache and literally kept running up and down from my bed to the toilet. Oh ouch, my poor stomach T.T When i finally managed to shut my eyes for once, it was 5.30. WOW, how the hell can i go to school. So TADA, i dint -.-

Slept till 9am, cant sleep well sia :( Then went to consult doctor tho im not having diarrhoea anymore. But how could i dont go, Nanhua is such a STRICT school which dont allow student to give parent's letter, or else it will be treat a TRAUNT!! WAAHHHH, so Threatening SIA. laughs.

M-E-G-A L-O-L

Found this on tumblr :D

I thought it was true :)

Pink bisector in my life,

2010-05-20T04:51:00.000-07:00

You're my midpoint.

Cause I told you once
Now I told you twice

I will never have this mega courage again.

Is like, nothing more like the past. Even Memories are pushing me away.

I may be sickening, i may be fierce, i may be hot tempered, i maybe dontknow how to interact with you, I may not be a expert in love, i maybe just fucking ugly, i may be disgusting, perhaps you're disgusted by me, Perhaps you are sick of the sight of me, Perhpas you treat me like invisible, Perhaps i am a pest to you. i may be pushing you away, But right now i really dream that you can give me a hug from behind, It may be short, Even if you will still walk away eventually, i really wish for the frigging moment.

That frigging impossible instance.

I hope you love me, hoped you loved me.

Though you knew, Once upon a time.

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All the Dynamite's fault, how can it sound so duper nice.

Without any reason,

every beat of the bass , every single word of lyrics & every note of the melody,

Just damn it hit this mega hard on my left chest, it makes memories flood,

Like suddenly mind went nowhere or maybe somewhere where i found no way out.

The faded or perhaps abandoned images raced through my blackout mind.

They keep flashing, like a frigging slideshow with no ending.

I have a sudden urge to hug you, do you know that?

every frigging sight of you makes me panic, makes me alert, makes me wanna hug you, makes me want to runaway, makes me wanna ask you why why why, makes me wanna know you better, makes me push you away, makes me do things an an unclear mind.

You know the pain when your mind is literally dontknow what to do when scenes of you and him start to run across your eyes, But you still must act normal, like you feel nothing, just like a normal classmate, Even you see him will stun tio and stone there in total blank mind, you must continue to chat with ur frens, walk forward and finally walk by him.

For an instance,

like everything freeze

when he walk past you

and got this unknown feeling

that everything had moved on

except you.

The only and single one.

Polaroids,

2010-05-19T06:21:00.000-07:00

Store the moment,

That will fade.

Cause it's gotta be so hard.

Chinese: 53.8/100

History: 30/50

Amaths: 30/80

Can you imagine i nearly fail my chinese CA1 overall? so what if paper 2 got B4 when Paper 1 failed? Lim PS wowly mark till v.strict. i dont know why is the "?" appearring over there when i obivously is explaining. **smirked** Dont understand what she marking. No matter what, i went out of point and wow, she asked me to stop using lousy pen and i felt INSULTED.

For HER information,

i am using UNI BALL 0.38,

Is like many students out there

are using this pen,

it is famous & popular.

Oh gosh.

Monday ^^

Waited for jiahui for her Cca thingy to end for 2hr40mins :D Im mad. LALALAALALALALALALA.

Tuesday, 2010 :)

Baking Day.

Went to joan's house afterschool to bake cookies for the fund raising from 19th - 27th :)

MUST support me!!! > <

Our cookies tasted perfect!

Haha, tasty and marvellous!

Walnut & choc chips : 3 for $2

Double choco chips : 3 for $2

Oatmeal : 4 for $2

WEDNESDAY, 2010 :D

Cookie DAY.

Thankyou for those who support us (!!)

Today sold cookies :) Haha. It tasted marvellous right!?

I really honestly think it taste like subway cookies when we first tried it.

All shock tio we actl baked such nice cookiesssss! > <

Anw, Cookies are not only meant for GG girls, ignorant dudes.

GG's cookies are from suppliers tho it tasted fabulous,

Ours are all we baked de!

Ok, we will start buying as we cant chope with the rapid baking. :)

Accompany Zixing to her prize presentation for her creative writting.

Oh gosh, you cannot imagine how excellent a 17 years old girl like her can write.

She is a great author :D We went to popular and bought fione's cardssss.

Andandand, we v.excited :D SHHHH, secret! haha.

is like, we use popular card to pay then got $4 discount then we decided to buy $4 more so we go choosechoosechoose again then lata use popular card again, got ard $1 discount agn, bought another refill. HAHA! Just purely FUN. Dontknow why -.- two Ban Chi (!!)

Went home afterthat :D

Prize presentation!

2010-05-17T06:56:00.000-07:00

And The one standing infront of me. You. (♥)

Aww, really damn it. I lostmy ezlink card,

fustrated enough,

i bought a shoe that dont fix my feet.

Okay fine,

i accept the fact that i need waste my money again

ok?

Then now i wanna make a ezlink card

and TADA,

cannot find my ID photo.

WOW, Nice one.

And i bought a pair of new schshoe.

money wasted.

Then i remembered i forgot to return my library books,

TADA, fine AGAIN ^^

Thats my life :)

~~Disastrous~~ "Can be better" Results.

Chemistry: twenty-eight / 100

physics: fifty-three/100

Geography: thirty-six 1/2 /50

Emaths: forty-nine / 80

Will buck up soon.

And hope my other results wont be atrocious :(

Hope i wont FAIL English!

Wish me good luck for hist & Amaths x)

Then i will RAWRRRR at you

2010-05-17T05:40:00.000-07:00

Di- No - Sauce

16 May 10, 16:51

xiaohan: hello jiaen! i love those cupcakes on your blogskin! xD

16 May 10, 02:16

Kimberly: hello Jiaen, link me okay

15 May 10, 13:59

Jiahui: HAHA chayee, is chem bully us! T.T Anyway update soon! (:

15 May 10, 01:48

chacha: dun bully my chem okay!

13 May 10, 05:05

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11 May 10, 21:26

dorisss!: awesomeeee. THREE MORE PAPERS TO GO. hahaa. (:

11 May 10, 14:22

bren: Lol. How you know my marks leh? I don't even know hahahah.

11 May 10, 13:38

JinJin: HAHA! Your paper and alr? Mine, next mon. Sian to the core man. Zzz. TAG!

11 May 10, 13:38

JinJin: HAHA! Your paper and alr? Mine, next mon. Sian to the core man. Zzz. TAG!

6 May 10, 17:50

WeiHao:chemicaltimes@blogspot.com

6 May 10, 17:49

WeiHao: link me jia en

3 May 10, 12:54

kimberly ;D: hey chio ! LOVE YOU LOADS !

2 May 10, 11:35

Jiahui: Updateupdate! Dead blog liao ;D Wa gg la, I haven't studied Geog yet!! Nb. I'm going to mug my ass off today T.T

1 May 10, 15:12

sooche.: I NEVER DROOL HORH!! i was just enjoying my sleep ;D

28 Apr 10, 00:33

doris!: hellohello

Replies :

16 May 10, 16:51

xiaohan: HAHA! Cause they are as chio as me > <>

16 May 10, 02:16

Kimberly: i will, soon ^^

15 May 10, 13:59

Jiahui: TOTALLY agree X) CHEM GG case.-.- Updated last time :D hehe.

15 May 10, 01:48

chacha: Er hem!! is your cheem chem, oops it rhythms :D, torturing poor us D:

13 May 10, 05:05

1ClickTag: CLICK UR HEAD LAH!

11 May 10, 21:26

dorisss!: YUPYUP!! and it is over nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!

11 May 10, 14:22

bren: as in not MYE de lah! The one u post on ur blog :)

11 May 10, 13:38

JinJin: Now END liao !!!!! is like finally > <

6 May 10, 17:50

WeiHao: relink soon :D

3 May 10, 12:54

kimberly ;D: everybody dies!! >< **blinkblink** cause is me :)

2 May 10, 11:35

Jiahui: SOON :) haha, u gt hundred ass to be off > <>

1 May 10, 15:12

sooche.: enjo ut sleep while drooling!! HAHAs, okok :D

28 Apr 10, 00:33

doris!: hihi :D never tag much huhh!! u hor :( haha jjk.

IM DONE.

Treat you like a pest.

2010-05-16T00:44:00.001-07:00

May it will postpone the pain.

There's More to Attempt.

Even futile ones.

05 May - Spaghetti-ed before MYE

Went to kopitiam with tl, xh, fione, alast, yz and melvin for lunch and had spaghetti.

Afterthat went to KFC with xh and tl to pratice Emaths :)

Lost my noeprints that day, DAMN IT.

08 May - Study Day ^^

Wokeup and meet tzulai at Macs. Big breakfast time ><

Woohoo, met her sis at Library and started to pratise physics.

Blablabla then went to Yami yogurt after meeting Junyi then juntat arrived. Saw Wang lu jiang and Guo fei li at jp then took a pict. lol.

Back to library and mugged!! Clashed into Glenda and Kim with opx etc. Michelle v.chio :)

Juntat keep bullying tl then him & Junyi taught us alot. Thanks.

Junyi went for japanese class and then juntat went off.

Later, Junyi & i went to tl's hse. Qiuqiu duper kawaii :) Over hyper and nearly drown (!!) Hahas.

10 May - Spaghetti too (!!)

After Physics and Hist MYe, Went to spaghetti too with jiahui, sooche, junyi, t.jiaen, limhui, yaying & clarice.

Ordered and had a nice time chitchatting! And bullying jiahui x) The ice-attack -.-

Yaying's baked rice tasted marvellous! haha.

Went to Shop with jiahui while others left and went home afterthat.

11 May - King Albert Park

Went to King Albert Park with jiahui after SS and Eng MYE.

Overshot and walked back to KAP -.- Laughs.

Went in and WOW, Fione say no ppl one. Like real -.- ok fine.

Found a table and started to eat chat and went mad over Amaths. LOL (!!)

Went home. TADA.

12 May -Orchard (!!!!)

BEFORE ANY HAPPINESS THAT AMATHS MYE WILL BE OVER,

EARLY IN THE MORNING,

I LITERALLY LOST MY EXLINK CARD

WHICH I DONTEVEN KNOW WHERE I LOST IT (!!)

JUST CANNOT FIND IT.

iM SO DAMN IT FREAKOUT

AND FUSTRATED

AND IRRITATED

AND V.STRESS.

After Amaths MYE, WOOHOOs~~

Went to 313 @ somerset, Orchard central, The heerens and Fareast.

jh and sc ate Burgerking. And went to superdog for ice cream (Y)

They bought hair accessories. Initially want to buy my schshoe but end up oos. WALao.

Then Sc went home while jh pei me go buy schshoe.

Damn it, now i wear the schshoe, legs v.pain. Duper pain. Shit, need exchange or else need buy AGN. MY $$ T.T

14 May - Limhui's Birthday & IT's The Last PAPERRR (!!)

Went to sch for LC paper onlyyy. Laughs. Then went to find bball court but got alot of nh-rians so went to BPCC and played. Used limhui's bball !! haha, new one.

Ate there and went home to change for movie later on.

Watched Ip Man 2 @ jp then homed.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY LIM XIAO HUI (!!)

15 May - Went to see dentist

Taxi-ed to Beauty world centre and left my hp in it!! FREAK OUT.

Blablabla, went to dentist then say only can surgery liao which need wait for years.

Wow. Realised i lost my hp then blablabla managed to contact the taxi driver then he return it to us :D Good soul. Went to Lot 1 and shopped.

120510- 313@Somerset After Amaths MYE ><

110510 - King Albert Park with jiahui for Amaths revision :D

100510 - Slacking at Spaghetti too after hist & physics MYE x)

080510 - Study day :)

050510- Spaghetti x)

Runnnnninnnggg on the same spot,

2010-05-10T03:13:00.001-07:00

Got Tired but No Moving On.

Cause everything mend to be a lie.

Hey, really tired and tried.

~~GEOGRAPHY~~

~~EMATHS~~

~~HISTORY~~

~~CHEMISTRY~~

~~PHYICS~~

~~ENGLISH~~

Geog

Argh, the Gorge really got me! I should have read the Qn more carefully >< SOUTHSOUTHSOUTH! 5555 Why no forest and Kalimantan!?!?!?!? Hope for the best :S

Emaths

Rather smooth when i though i will got stuck everywhere,

So yupp, Overall not bad but Some questions STILL stuck there.

At least much pleasant than i expected xD Happy~ Hope wont disappoint Wong ><

Chemistry

F.U.C.K I dontknow wtheck the Qns asking T.T And the linking parts really drag me to the hell.

Is like, part a) dk how do, till part e) all GONE CASE. **CLapss** thats it (!!)

Hope the results wont be THAT disastrous! T.T

History

What a GG paper Again. Aiyo, WHERE IS MY STALIN ?!

The moment i got the paper, TADA, ni hao! U test me on TOV & HITLER (!!) T.T 5555

I NEVER STUDY THE CRUDE HITLER~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Physics

Got the paper, and DIDADI DIDADI DIDADIDADIDADI xD I know how to do!!

Except for the Definition for blablabla. But at least i got so clues on whats going on :P

UNLIKE THE STUPID CHEM PAPER! So should be can make it! ^^

English

Rewrite for everything coz i forgot to leave 3 lines after every Qn :O

Luckily got enough time :D

Summary = 148words! Woohoo, not bad :D initially only 128 words :X too short! LAUGHS, i still scare too lond ><>

Hope can put my eng back as paper i did badly! T.T FIGHTING!

Happy belated brithday to Fione Tan and Tan Laysiew :)

There is no game master right here,

nobody will tell you the rules, learn it.

In a hard way.

DATA: Jiahui's birthday > 3thmay.

Photos :)

Pancake making:

ADD FILLING.

MAD WOMEN IN SIGHT.

ALMOST DONE!

TADA, SCREWED MANGO CHOCO PANCAKE!

REACHED JIAHUI'S HOUSE :P

SOOCHE'S present for jiahui,

act cute sooche -.-

jiahui opening her presents

Kawaii me!

MY PRESENT!! HAHA, for jiahui xD

FAv.pict coz jiahui kena cut! Laughs!

godzilla on my head xD

jiahui act glam!

jiahui act DUA!

My fav. Photo! Super chio :D

Me in chio ribbon!

sc act cute -.-

chio bu-s :D

went to eat spaghetti!

Obssessed in taptap xD

thats all xD

The Safety wheels,

2010-05-03T06:41:00.000-07:00

We all hoped to have.

When your wheels went faulty,

You fall in love.

Happy birthday Ng Jiahui, The dumbest bulldog EVER.

Went to Jiahui's house to surprise her and her grandma ruined my plan -.- Nevermind.

Ok, I want jiahui's Clothes! omg, she damn fortunate lerhhh. So many dresses. Chio ones. DUH.

Okay, i love my godzilla! It call Jiaen Godzilla :D Love always. Wahseh, i abit too sweet. Gave her my present.

Hope she love it. Ok, of Coz she WILL!

Ohyah, happy brithday Ow YC & Zx -.-

Blablabla, then went home.

Till now haven study yet. No mood. SEriously. No mood.

Tml will spam geo.

Argh, i dread school. I dread seeing you. I dread my seat. I dread homeworks. I dread Napfa! NA bei.

Gahh,

If time stops,

i hope i can take good look at you,

the eyes i had been escaping,

the face i am afraid to see.

This can outrun everything, even to you talk to me.

I will post photos next time.

I tried fixing the wheels,

After one year,

i had failed, Entirely.

The Recipe of love,

2010-05-02T08:31:00.000-07:00

Could the last ingredient be you?

If i can have a scoop of you.

What more to attempt.

Friday, Speechday.

The heels are killing me.

It was speechday and dismissal time at 1030. Dilly dally till 11plus then leave. They went to watch movie and jiahui went to celebrate birthday.

Zixing and i decided to not watch the movie and went for our AJISEN! WOOHOO. Tho we are broke, we took all of our money to eat!! Winkwink. Love it. Chatted. and oh so love her maturity. She can understand what the hell i am talking about. >> Hint: i am mature!! MUHAHAHA. joke.

We literally were late for speechday cause we couldnt flag cab!! finally 2.50 we managed to halt one, When we are supposed to reach hall at 2.30p.m! Haha, i dk why, at the moment, i had a moment of thrill -.- LMAout.

Reached and met xiaohan. Changed and tortured myself with the heels. Since we were late, i decided to run barefooted to hall from lvl5. V.shiok > <>

Xiaohan and i chatted alot. Haha, laughed and emo-ed. Alot to chat in a air-conditioner hall ^^ V.comfortable :)

Finally, the GOH arrived. Oh, Miss goh wear till v.chio, smart causal ba~ Love poon's heels :)

Curtains drew, TADA actual event. Smile, SMile, SMIle, SMILe, SMILE! and SMILEEEE!!

Haha, went stiffed -.- and my legs were numbed but still, SMILE! haha, lata my toes all went red and plasters pasted everywhere, haiz pathetic. I even learnt to walk catwalk behind the stage before the even starts. Haha, my cher is Miss Chng.

Finally it ended, Saw sec4 dancers crying at the backstage coz it is their last performances. suddenly, got emo.

Haiz, then dinner :D Xh and i were freaked out by repeated Qns regarding if we are supposed to be here coz only GOh, chers and Prizer winners can come. Told xh we shld wear our blazer down (!!) LAUGHS. Ate with Poon, mrs lew and her family. Wah, Ashley is Damn KAWAII! She v.cute, So hyper over a card. Haha. Kids.

Went home with unstable condition -.- Haha. LALALA.

Saturday, Mug Day(?)

Thats the feeling i have.

Meet with Tzulai first to study more, tho ended up chatted ALOT MORE. haha, joke.

She wore a chio pink spaghetti top with cali. Haha, she say v.revealing! haha. Bus-ed to bbt macs and bought bigbreakfast :) She bought Delxure, haha, she v.happy over hotcakes (!!) i dont like >> EWW.

Then we chatted. Forgot what exactly we chat. But i remember she said her kindergarden was BLCC then i was like, STUNNED. cause i am BLCC-Rian! Omg, then we started to talk abt the performances at BLCC in the past, suddenly, like we're long lost friends! So funny.

And i went home and find the picts, omg, I really can recognise her! Shit lah, when im 4yrs old, i short hair then v.man -.- Better ask her nt to bring to school! Laughs.

Then melvin said he is coming! Laughs. Sudden. then he v.weird -.- wdv.

Then xiaohan and joey came. Laughs, they heard daniel coming then paranoid, tz and xh went to wear cali.

Then we went to subway study, Tho we bought drinks only. memorising With tz the chem thingy then we starts to kena distracted by iTouch! Haha, obssessed.

Played taptap revenge 3 and she only own me once!!!>> she noob one. Coz i oredi so noob liao still own her so many times! okk, then we own xiaohan for Taptaplove!

haha, Xh > 362, tz and me > 362 ! Then the iTouch put we two at first rank. But we two gangup one lah. haha, nvm, we felt so accomplshed!

Finally 5plus, we went to take neoprint and i got freak out. lol. Cant see me one. Laughs. smirked. and afterthat lalalala. wdv.

SNAP-S !!

Spicy! Zixing's

mine :D not spicy!

zixing trying to act sexy! LAUGHS.

blur -.-

Tzulai with Daniel's specs >> she steals it -.-

omg, i looked ugly.

Love this shot.

SWEET :D

What tzulai wants! HAHAs.

shhh, dont tell others we are lesbians!

frowned.

Act cute.

cute :D:D

and A monster -.-

Love this shot TOO.

Tzulai act elegant!

blow wind blow!

FAVOURTIE SHOT!

Act cute, pulling eachother's hair.

Indiviual :D

Candid. when i gave her a disbelief face -.-

We says," BLEAHX!"

FAVOURITE TOO!

Smiless :D

Seen enough.

2010-04-26T21:36:00.000-07:00

It's so ~~true~~. Not.

sooche.: LOL AT YIHSIU XD stupid jiaen, i where got unglam siol!! like that say me ): hahah, aish, anything can come tell me mah, i lend you shoulder la, my shoulder damn comfortable one kayyyyy ;D

25 Apr 10, 21:36

Jiahui: Eh yihsiu what bulldog sia!! Hahahs:D Faster come back k! Anyway Jiaen cheerup heehee! PaperOne tmr, NERVOUS):

25 Apr 10, 08:37

JinJin: Hey, girl! Cheer up, kay? Got me what.I know the feeling of loving someone, but that someone doesn't love you. It hurts, really. anw, relinks!

24 Apr 10, 11:21

lenise: Im here! Jiaen, chill! Cheer up funny girl!

23 Apr 10, 00:51

yishow:): JiaEn! I miss you too:( I miss that bulldog too:( Sorry for not coming to your blog that often,cause having a big exam in may:( Maybe I'll go SG in July : D Welcome me, ok? I really miss you too!

22 Apr 10, 20:49

yaying:): my dear cheong!!;D cheer up kay!^^hehee~oh.so now i know why that day u insisted on singing that 我的心真的受伤了..^^<3

18 Apr 10, 19:37

bren: LOL. My geog test over alr -.- Kalimantan and rivers right. Sigh.

18 Apr 10, 00:40

Jiahui: Okok, tagged. (: Good luck studying for Geog test. My blog also quite dead

17 Apr 10, 22:17

chacha: i want ice-cream!!! XD

7 Apr 10, 20:45

bren: yes, that square-faced alien. LOL

7 Apr 10, 18:53

Hazel: Oh the Uk top, white nicer! Damn chio, heehee. I have the elmo keychain leh! The extreme left one :}

4 Apr 10, 17:00

doris!: chiobuuu (: linked you! so sorry for taking so long. Relink me soon too yeah! ;D http://a-crossthearth.blogspot.com/

3 Apr 10, 20:43

Jiahui: Walao you good, tag bernard alot never tag me! My tagboard getting dead )': Omg you went shopping ah!! Got buy anything? (:

2 Apr 10, 16:07

chacha: whahahahaha. ROMEO AND JULIET~~~ =.=

2 Apr 10, 16:07

chacha: whahahahaha. ROMEO AND JULIET~~~ =.=

1 Apr 10, 18:45

bren: whoa thanks for tagging so feverently. Lol. I update alr. Hallelujah.

28 Mar 10, 20:15

Hazel: Oh and how come I only can see your old posts! From last year de. :O

28 Mar 10, 20:12

Hazel: Hey, thanks. whoa, being called a lifesaver sounds super awesome man. Hahaha!

24 Mar 10, 20:58

Jiahui: Haha, so happy just cos you got free scoops of icecream ah? Tsktsk, typical cheapskate xD Lmao! Jkjk.

Replies.

sooche.: Your shoulder so fat! haha, i can image u sleep and your saliva drooling > <

25 Apr 10, 21:36

Jiahui: Haha, Bulldog. BDBDBD. yihsiu goodjob ^^ PAPER 1 over-ed. Finally > <

25 Apr 10, 08:37

JinJin: Haha, yupp. I so cheerful > <

24 Apr 10, 11:21

lenise: Lense never give me sweets :( i not happy liao.

23 Apr 10, 00:51

yishow:): Me too! i got mudyear exams. Jiayous hor xD All the best. okok, Come Back!! HEHE. bulldog will welcome u.

22 Apr 10, 20:49

yaying:): Nice song!! Haha, love it. YA YA ~~

18 Apr 10, 19:37

bren: Different :) mine is what resectioning , bank protection blablabla, about river. GG. dk how do :(

18 Apr 10, 00:40

Jiahui: yours wheregt dead. haha, riverssssssss.

17 Apr 10, 22:17

chacha: JEALOUS!! HEHE, i love it.

7 Apr 10, 20:45

bren: buey da han.

7 Apr 10, 18:53

Hazel: Yupp!! Haha, ohgosh, thats v.cute tho i love cookie monster the most! haha.

4 Apr 10, 17:00

doris!: relink u soon > <

3 Apr 10, 20:43

Jiahui: Aww, nope. v.exp. ate alot tho. HAha, u jealous liao. i like him mah!!

2 Apr 10, 16:07

chacha: duper act cute sia. hehe, the story.

1 Apr 10, 18:45

bren: finally. Haha, yahlorh.

28 Mar 10, 20:15

28 Mar 10, 20:12

Hazel: Of cos lah, cool (Y) your internet Sot liao. WHAHAHA.

24 Mar 10, 20:58

Jiahui: Ni jiang wo cheapskate T.T emo. okay, it really tastes MARVELLOUSSS loh.

Nothing much to lose,

2010-04-26T19:10:00.000-07:00

So count me in, rude boy.

It's just a game.

Last Friday.

Its was speechday rehearsal. Haha, Pon cca abit and dont have to go for cca on speechday :) Helper with xiaohan for prize presentation. Haha. It was tiring for my shoulder. Andandand, i have yet borrow cot shoe from co or band members. Wth. sianz.

Went to gb afterthat. oops, pon-ed Drill ><>

After gb it starts to rain! And haha, camwhored. the rain stopped when ziwei and i wanted to chiong to busstop. What a lucky chance :D

Tired.

Last Saturday.

Wokeup late with sis so never managed to go library and study. Oh, paper 1 on mon. And i realised i forgot to bring my format notes home. Gg ><

Ate at Jp and haha YAMI ＹＯＧＵＲＴ:D muahahaha. raspberry and natural. AWW, craves ^^ hehe. shopped. and library-ed. borrowed 3 books ^^ woohoo, DIY with socks. i love it. Damn chio. And two other books: "THE DIRTY LIES" & "RUNNING FROM MEMORY".

Cool.

Made a jeans pouch for Xinyi. ><>

I LOVE DIY xD

PICTURES:

Close my eyes,

2010-04-21T06:29:00.000-07:00

to see the Black & White.

I love this picture. I dontknow why i always can feel a strong sense of sadness. I dontknow. Look at this picture, it hurts. Ouch, whats in there. Why i feel so sad when looking at this. whats all this man.

How am i suppose to feel.

I really dontknow what had happened to me. I really hate to type emo things on blog. I saved and saved draft. But, hey, whats going on man. Whats wrong. I dont know. I hate the seating arrangment. I wanna cry. I just wanna lean on a shoulder and just cry and cry. A hug that really warmed me. A friend that will say you have me here. A word of concern. A real world. I really. Ohgosh, i dontknow. Is not the seating arrangement that matters initally, but it trigger my mood, i cant deny.

I dontwant to sit with sabrina yang Qinyin. I dontwant to sit daniel lee wen zhen. I want my clarice. I want my jiahui. I want to see teacher and yaozhong joke. i want to laugh at clarice's epic face. I want to wave behind and give yaying a smile. i want to glance sooche and catch her sleeping unglam-ly. i want to pull my table far behind yaozhong and feel good. I want to do things w/o reasons and laugh when i relaly feel like. I dont want to see people flirting. I want to laugh at limhui attitude and kimberly's laughter. I want to see Bongthaiming walking damn slow to teacher's table and laugh.

I miss yihsiu. Really, and i really do. I miss when we two went to BB macs and study. When every morning we go refill water. When i ask u to go toilet with me. When u give that dumbdumb smile. When u comfort me. Yihsiu, How are you?

I hate the feeling of unable to tell anyone the reason i cry.

The fucking reason that made me pour like shit.

I hate lying. I hate putting a strong front.

I hate it when people notice my eyes.

I feel like suffocating myself with the jacket in the classroom.

I hope i can hide myself from the class.

I hope i can fall asleep soundly like a baby.

I hope i know how should i feel.

I hope there is someone to pat me and say, u will be fine.

But, why, why is people like this.

I told u all are good guys, then next instance,

you all are flirting.

What damn thing this?

I hope i had never met u. I dontknow why u sms me. i dontknow why i must love u. i hate it. Why is there no reason for this? Whats all this man. Someone, tell me. But i will be so damn fine after a period of time.

After i cried, after the tears dried, after i realise, after everything will be fine.

Cause i know, If it doesn't kill u, It makes u stronger.

Never catch me cry,

2010-04-20T05:50:00.000-07:00

It's ending.

But where is the finishing line.

Not even a Goodbye.

17/4 Saturday

Went to BB mac to study with chayee and jiahui. Spammed geog notes and did Maths. Oh, Maths was confusing. HEHE. Tho we managed to finish. Ohyes! Mac value lunch available on weekends :D Nuggets and Milo. Then went to westmall then jiahui went home. Chayee and i went to jp and bought jiaen'd Birthday present. haiz,

REMIND-ME-OF-FALLING-SICK-ON-MY BIRTHDAY.

20/4 Tuesday

It was Such a Day. What a Day.

Started with morning assembly announcing the new rule of Thurs morning. There go our free time. Pooned. Then SS-ed. And Kena threaten by Mrs lew T.T No Curry Mee on Thurs! MUhahaha, Mdm chua & Mrs lew wore Orange dresses. WAHAHHA, ANNOYING ORANGE.

GAGA Ohh Lala. Watch Ris low video that really got us Awake. HEHE. Then Pysics-ed. Oh,

Paulling is:

SO SHUAI!

SO NOT BORING!

SO NOT IDIOTIC-LOOKING!

SO NOT MONOTONE!

SO INTERESTING!

SO NOT DISGUSTING!

SO NOT IRRITATING!

SO AWESOME~

WE ARE SO IN LOVE WITH MR PAULLING (!!)

End my school with nothing good. And went to jp with Junyi and Kimberly ^^ ate Macs and went to Yami yogurt. Junyi yami yogurt-ed and we camwhored. I felt better ><>

KA-CHA (!!)

燈光也暗了　音樂低聲了

口中的棉花糖也融化了

窗外陰天了　人是無聊了

我的心開始想你了

電話響起了　你要說話了

　還以為你心裡對我又想念了

　怎麼你聲音變得冷淡了

　是你變了　是你變了

　燈光熄滅了　音樂靜止了

　滴下的眼淚已停不住了

　天下起雨了　人是不快樂

　我的心真的受傷了

What floods my mind.

Is you. and you. and you.

The breathe,

2010-04-12T06:34:00.000-07:00

That managed to blow off the burning stars.

Can't it stop burning?

Waseh, I have tonnes of homeworks to complete and millions of tests to revise. However, After realising my blog is literally half dead, i shall be a kind soul to upload my chiochio Photos :D hehe.

Plenty of Things To Crap About, But i forgot about the dates.

Only remember Yesterday went to walk my dog at 313@somerset.

One.

Woke-up and mama being a not herself and let me go out with jiahui. HEHE. She is nice. NOT.

First went to take my new specs>> BLINKBLINK eyes. haha, Love it v.much and had a happy mood from then on. Ate our brunch. and jiahui being unable to take spicy -.- Okay, MRt-ed to 313@somerset!! WHOOS.

First stop is Newlook. Tried afew and TADA one being v.freak and revealling -.- another one is Marvellous! Ohgosh, only if it doesn't cost $34. Oh, is just a blouse and it is so exp. okay, what do u expect from NEWLOOK? Tried to redeem my headband from Seventeen Magazine bt Redemption FULL! Sad, Ok nevermind.

Next stop is Foever21. Ohmygosh, First two level are peanuts. Upper Levels are PALACE!

oh so chio,

aww this is cute,

omg thats awesome,

hey i want this,

but thats nicer!!!

This goes on and on !!

I love a hat! As in literally FELL IN LOVE with it. I wore it and walked around Twentyone with it. I just dowan take it OFF! Super chio (Y) only if im not broke 55555. In the end, only bought a blouse in FOREVER21 and jiahui bought one too.

Third stop at Mango, The price is omgggoshly high. Next at ZARA, Jiahui bought a skirt. I loved a Scarf, but it coz 39dollars. This is mad. Took a pict with it with a shock face coz the staff ask me not to take -.-

Cotton on-ed and it is sort of crowded and bored us out. Then went to OrchardCentral. Shopped and jiahui bought a marker pen. CHIO. I DIN KNOW THATS POPULAR UNTILL WE WENT TO PAY. i tot popular was nerd.

LALALA, Went to eat at yoshinoya, but we ordered kiddo bento. Omg, we're mad. WDV. Then Ate icecream at Superdog. oh, The person was mad. He gave us alot of icecream. 5layers! HAha, but it taste Fabulous :D Junyi called, and being jealous of my icecream :)

Mrted back to jp. Shopped. Bought a belt and jiahui bought a tanktop at Cotton on. Thats all.

LOVES.

SNAPs

The awesome hat i had been GAGA over. omg. so chio right?

i meant the hat not me -.-

shock face coz the staff ask me not to take -.-

but the main point is the scarf v.chio :D

Is small graphic of little houses and cute creatures & stars.

LOVES.

At OrchardCentral's Basement. Coming soon food hall.

Awesome design of PALACE! HAHA

Chio :D

SUPERDOG.

First belt,

And second one.

Second one looks better yeah?

I bought this xD

TWO.

Went out with jiahui and sis.

Ate yami yogurt> CRANBERRY + NATURAL = Awesome jumbo cup!

THREE.

Went to Spaghetti too with sis. Ate SOFt SHELL CRAB SPAGHETTI.

Quite Exp but worthy. xD $8.50

Served with Drinks and dessert :D

FOUR.

Went to jp with jinjin. and yami yogurted.

FIVE.

Went to jurongpoiint afterschool with JUNYI and Waffle-ed and Yami yogurt-ed.

FATTTT!!!

SIX.

Someday, Went to spaghetti too with Xinyi and Ate pasta :D

Mac-ed.

SEVEN.

Burgerking-ed.

With sis :D

DRUMLEts!!

But no more chance.

2010-04-04T02:44:00.000-07:00

Unwanted ones.

Long time ago.

Oh so cute!

I love cookie monster x)

I saw taiwan spree and i got lots and lots to buy. Omg, Im so broke man. Hate it. I Saw 4 clothes in OB design and two dresses at this fashion and A necklace at a blogshop that i really wanna buy! Must jiayou in saving. I really wanna save up. Nothing is going to fail this time.

But i felt so Fuckup. Why i never bring physics tb and graph paper home!? Why paulling say he never received T.jiaen and my ws? then now what? where are they now?!! Where the hell m i going to find them?! Hate paulling. Wdv shit. And elearning all never do except chem with the help of sis. Okay, looking at taiwan spree brighten up my day. LALALALA \/\/

brown one v.unique but i think i look weird in it :O

Black more suitable :D

This UK blouse is damn chio! Muahaha.

black looks bettter or white?

Hotpink plain long blouse ><>

Babypink hoodie with a cute ribbon behind. CUTE!

Starry long sleeve cotton blouse xP

No school = No prank!

2010-04-01T11:03:00.000-07:00

The shortest post ever.

This is the last sentence, This year april fool is boring, CAUSE NO SCHOOL!

Forgot the time,

2010-03-31T05:18:00.000-07:00

When stars are twinkling in my eyes.

When i still have the urge to say i love you.

Ohgosh. ok, i shall update with photos :D

Tho it may be outdated~ Haha, WDV--> \/\/

21th March 2010

Lastday of March holiday so we went to Rush Hwks :D

Met sooche after walking v.shuai-ly in the drizzle :D haha, had bigbreakfast and sooche joke-d over how i eat it -.- Okay, thats my style can! Haha, abit ruined :X abit only! Haha, then we decided to wait for jiahui at science centre. Blahblahblah and she reached :D Went to jurong regional library and drenched-.-

Nvm, Ok, IT'S TIME TO CHIONG MATHs (!!) Waseh, damn alot to do for Amaths on TYS. Emaths i completed in science centre. It was damn joke of sc cause of the toilet incident. MUAHAHHAHA. jiahui keep trying figuring it out that made sc uncomfortable! Sth eerie. Haha. Then we went home if im not wrong :O

23th March 2010

Ben&Jerry's ice cream Free cone day (!)(♥)

Oh ♥ ben&Jerry's ice cream! How tasty it can be! We ate 2 cups eachhh. MUAHHAHAHA~

Went to jurong birdpark with Xinyi and Jiahui afterschool and We were so elated as there was so little people!

WHAHAHAHA!

Picts of our awesome ice cream below :D

**blinkblink** HAppy.

Since we were at JBP, Took picts of Ducks and A black swan.

19th MArch 2010

Passport day and screwed-up exhibition :(

Mrt-ed to Thiong with Chayee and then Taxi-ed to the destination that i forgot it's name. A place to make passport :) We literally Cut queue when we arrived there as my mum's fren over there queuing oredi. They went there 1hour earlier than us :O So early! Lmao.

Chayee and i then decided to go to Suntec for food exhibition that really disappoint us greatly. Wthell were all that man. Damn screwed up. Nothing much to see plus things over there or i shld say food, can be bought at any shoppingmall e.g Durian Pancake, grass jelly, Satay, rojak. Is like, Hello? We are here for food exhibition not hawker centre! okay, calm down :) Thats it.

We got real irritated and disappointed. WDV shit was that. Went to shop and got fascinated by Mango clothings and Rubi shoe (♥) Omg, i wan buy. Okay, im broke :((

PHOTOS!

This tic tac is super Big box! haha. Size of a palm!

Went to shop and ♥ this japan shop!

Unique chips! omg (♥)

I love all this! So chio~

This is super yummy according to chayee!

I wan buy! V.cheap > $1.90 or $1.70.

i forgot :X but still v.worthy!

Can u see me in the glass?

AHHH! All damn chio PENS!

All cosmetic items. So pretty~

I love the Transparent glass~!

28th March 2010

I LOVE PIZZAHUT & BURGERKING xD

Wokeup Real late with chayee and we decided to head to jp for brunch xD Urged jiahui to come though she oredi ate her breakfast and lunch!! She too efficient liao~ So fast eat! 12noon only lorh. Lmao, eventually she agreed :D

Jiahui and i planned to buy a hawaiian panpizza each and eat at yami yogurt there and pei chayee eat at burgerking, she dont like the pineapple in the hawaiian piazza. So yup, Jiahui haven reached jp yet so i pei chayee go eat at Bk first.

Ohgosh, the mexican Drumlets at BK taste Marvellous! Awesome recipe sia! Thumbup xD

Jiahui met us and ate the drumlet too. Then we head to pizzahut and buy the pizza and went to yami yogurt. chayee bought a natural regular cup then we ate our pizza. She spam candid photos of us and one I am trying to snatch jiahui's pizza! cause mine got one piece dont have ham :(

After eating pizza jiahui and i bought jumbo cup yami yogurt xD Chayee bought ANOTher regular cup!! Fattening sia~ but we were too tempted :D

Went shopping afterwards and i determined to save up $21 for two dresses. Okay, MUST JIAYOUS!

PHOTOS :)

chayee at BK :D haha

Look at jiahui that eager face -.-

AHHH! we bought our pizzas! Ohgosh, taste awesome :B

LOOK AT THE CHEESE! you will go maddd!!!

EXTREMELY UNGALM.

Jiahui damn contented -.-

Okay, literally took a v.big bite :[]

Sat down and eat :D

Ok, i looked overly excited. Too ungalm.

Jiahui, stop giving me that satisfied face -.-

PEEP what PEEP! Shock face!! WHAHAHAH

I WANT THAT ONEEEEEE!!!!

MUHAHAHAHAHA.

Chatting :D

ALMOST FINISHED!

Eagerly biting.

FINISHED (!!)

Follow by a Jumbo yami yogurt!

Chayee's fruit punch regular cup :D

TWO SUPER DUPER CONTENTED FACE !!! WHAHAHA.

Behind these hazel eyes,

2010-03-29T08:28:00.000-07:00

Something hidden right inside.

That u will never see.

So no matter what, Friend, I hope i can lean on your forever. Loves.

Today's English is funny with

Melvin Siow: James BONG!! (Class> MUAHAHAHA)

Ms Poon: What? thats mean. (Give her typical -_- face)

Melvin Siow: Ms wong say de! (Class starts to calm down....)

Ms Poon With Extremely humorous said: Melvin SIOWW!

CLASS WENT WHAHAHAHAHAHAHA AND MUAHAHAHAHA (!!)

And ohyeah, SS was extremely BORING. Followed by the blur explanation of Mr Ng during chem when he brought us to chem lab w/o doing experiment! Oh so clever horrrr. Nevermind. Then after recess maths. Oh graph :D I like, coz is easier to understand ><>

MARVELLOUSS~~~~

Today afterschool started to rain. AWW, Clarice moan over PT! haha, so funny. Yeah, Ate Hotplate with Michelle that i really regretted with. $2.50 For Rice, Egg and a few piece of chk? I rather eat Western! Haiz, Too easily tempted by the fabulous smell of HOTPLATE!! Haizzzzz. Today spent alot. EMO -.- $10plus gone. With purchase of other materials such as file. Wth. I found my nametag then i oredi ordered which means no matter what i still have to pay $3.50 for NOTHING!

Sooche and jiahui joined us and Sc left for CO. Fione, Lenise, Tzulai, Xiaohan & Zixing Came down and they ate. Ok, For Veryyyyy LONGGG. Cause of they unabling to overcome the temptation of Prata! HAHA, fattening xD Blame on FIONEEEE!! HAha. Then played truth or dare. Okay, everybody is lying and i got real pissed off by their in-hyper-ness. Haiz. Ok, Is that triggered my mood cause oredi emo over things.

This means that Accumulation KILLS :D

Suckish feeling. I hope i had never met you before. Im felt that I'm such a clown. I hate my chinese blogs. And i hate myself. I hate myself for doing all sorts of duper foolish things. I hate it. It is a great failure of my life. And the Biggest regret ever. I hate You for behaving like this. Hate me or friendly just show it. I really dont give a damn anymore. But i couldnt. I want to! If i could, i would. Ohshit all this. Damn all this things that happen in my life. Why i tell u i changed my no.? coz i wanna to contact u. What u trying to relay? i had never forgot the smses and words u said. But all i got is becoming a laughing stock. I hate the past. And i really do hate You. I feel like Using a knife to stab right into your heart and let u taste the 1% pain of mine can actually kill u. And i really want to. Cause i hate the feeling. I hate regrets. Cause nth can do to change the tragedy. The tragedy that u are the bastard who activate it. When everything went so wrong so wrong. When everything had gone. I'm right here regretting. Over nothing. NOTHING.

Oh, i love this specs ><

Evolving,

2010-03-28T08:08:00.000-07:00

When there is no more.

Wadever,

Alright?

I got alot to post. Wtf, But im forgetting what must i post! And i got no time. I got to sleep. Tomorrow is monday AGAIN. Friday is always so near to monday when monday is so far apart from friday. But luckily following week, we only need to study for 3 days :D HAPPYYYY. But my chem test sure flunk. Why cant i stop procrastinating!? I hate myself. For many many reasons. Is like, many things i dump there left undone. Geo ws, Geo file, Haven polish my shoe, Haven iron my uniform, and i foun my nametag but mrs chng oredi ordered one so i have to pay for nth?! Andandand, most importantly, I GOT NO MONEY! i hate the feeling of being broke.

Anw, tml then update the trip with chayee to take passport and food exhibition @ suntec, Went to library with jiahui and sooche at the last sat of march hols to do hwks, and go to Jurong birdpark for ben & jerry's icecream and went to Imm with Xinyi and Today went to Jp with jiahui and Chayee :D

Shopping brighten up my day but stress just keep pressing me.

Ok, im going to sleeppppppppppppppp.

But i always couldnt.

If could, i would. u understand?

Nevermind, No one would.

Bye.

Let the fantasy blind your eyes,

2010-03-23T08:37:00.000-07:00

So you wouldnt cry.

Laugh and Giggle like a ~~clown~~ Awesome-r.

22 Mar 10, 22:50

Clow: But damn yo, i hate maths! Grrrrr. Who invented math anyway. idiot.

22 Mar 10, 22:50

Clow: HAHAHAH YOUR MOTHER AH, Epic!

22 Mar 10, 17:29

Jiahui: Good, go do drugs lo!! xD I mean the how to don't care pict HAHAHA. >D

21 Mar 10, 17:06

Wei Hao: H3llo! lao peng you..

20 Mar 10, 21:08

Jiahui: Walao what own 15000 bones!! Hahaha. I own all the clothes I want then you know xD

20 Mar 10, 20:42

BB.: XD LALALA. I WANT SWEET!

19 Mar 10, 22:34

yaying:): love you too!<3

19 Mar 10, 22:34

yaying:): HELLO CHEONG CHEONG!;D

16 Mar 10, 22:05

Jiahui: The feeling will pass soon laaaa! Cheerup heehee, SMILE! (:

16 Mar 10, 19:35

Kimberly: HELLO JIAEN ! your post on kfc food makes me hungry. i wanna eat kfc, roar!

15 Mar 10, 01:10

chacha: oh, i love the kid with the panda costume! Damn CUTE~ haha.

14 Mar 10, 00:41

Hazel: Nope, IE quite lag! Oh, I thought safari was for apple? :O

22 Mar 10, 22:50

Clow: Haha, epic fail. Lmao, Totally agree. Damn her/him, invent maths to torture us!

22 Mar 10, 17:29

Jiahui: I know i know! Drug> Thumbup! (Y)

21 Mar 10, 17:06

Wei Hao: Hi! long time nvr come le, are we meeting this yr? hope we will xD im young ok.

20 Mar 10, 21:08

Jiahui: dog shirts and skirt? :O so poorthing!

20 Mar 10, 20:42

BB.: haha, dont give u! go emo, over that corner!

19 Mar 10, 22:34

yaying:): i know u really do! i so cute mahhhh xD

16 Mar 10, 22:05

Jiahui: haha, thanks! CHEERUP mei you yong leh! must give me sweets :D

16 Mar 10, 19:35

Kimberly: MUAHAHAHHA, jealous right! but it is so fattening!

15 Mar 10, 01:10

chacha: Not the same panda as u! whahaha, thats mine！ susper duper kawaiii!

14 Mar 10, 00:41

Hazel: Yah, IE nb laggggg! haha, Nope， safari can use for any com ba. hehe.

ANYWAY! Today, 23th March, is Ben and Jerry‘s Free Cone DAY!

Omg, im so happy! I ate two cups \(^o^)/ Elaborate on that someday, Now gotta sleep. Nights, I know i will be fine and im doing great now (!!) Laugh and giggle as happy as i can. Claps for me! AWESOME life.

Let the ladder fall,

2010-03-22T06:18:00.000-07:00

There's no moving on.

Oh there-go-my holidays (!!)

Time "Fewww" and just fly. ~~March holiday~~ ENDED!! Oh screw homeworks and tests! Immediately after March hols is physics and maths test. Luckily today's Maths test cancelled :D What a thing to brighten my life > credit! whahahahaa. Maths popquiz got 6/9> claps for Jiaen (!!) Yeah~~ Quite happy tho i totally left Qn2 blank :O there go my 3marks. Nvm, learn from mistake.

Holiday homeworks:

~~Chinese Oral~~

~~Amaths Tenyearseries~~ Left a few Qns!

~~Emaths Homework~~ Left Qn 11!

~~Chinese Srps~~ Except those lame Qns i dont bother to write~

~~Geog Hols homework!~~ Left 2 Cheem Qns!

~~Running away essay~~ Waseh, i write damn long!

I never finish:

Chen tenyearseries

Chinese creative writing

Chinese jianbao

Chinese Shui bi

Alot more to buck up on. Maths Chem Physics English Geog Ehist SS. Most confident is my only chinese -.-

What really ruined my day is, My screwed up Fringe!

Oh gosh! How short can it be! half of the forehead le lah! Everybody is laughing at my fringe.

Oh pls oh. Kimberly keep saying Sexy fringe! EMO le lah. T.jiaen saw my fringe and will went WHAAHHAHA.

How can i face the world anymore! Oh pls, let if grow Faster :D

The most happiest thing happened in My march holiday is that Jiahui, Sooche and i did some survey and Got us a $10 of a mini jap market with kawaii sweets and biscuit! Going to bring some to school xD Or else during chem or physics will Fall asleep! WHAHAHA.

SWEETS FOOD YAMI YOGURT JUMBO CUP CHEESBURGER SUBWAY MELT APPLE PIE OLD CHANGKEE PIZZAHUT CHICKENSHOP CHEESE FRIES ICE MILO BEN & JERRY MANGO ICE LONGAN DURAIN CHICKENWING SUSHI SPAGHETTI TAKO OTAH

OOH LAH LAH.

Cover it with ice,

2010-03-16T07:05:00.000-07:00

Numb it, Nothing more u can see.

When everything i see really hurts me.

Did you really forget? My msgs, my number, my hotmail.

I still remember the words you said that hurts me, The glances you casted that hurts me, the first sms that u say im blur. The sms that u say im cute. All the sweettalk that i know is unreal, that i once tried to believe. The sms u ask me to intro girls for u. The sms u ask if m jealous twice.The sms u ask why i tell u i changed no. When we laugh over ur voice, When we discuss abt my swimming suit, When i keep blaming u for flirting, When u scold me for acting as if i now alot abt u. But i sitll rmb the tears i shed for you saying things that really hurts. Ignoring me, Blaming me. but now everything is no more. Why did u even send the first msg. danielleewenzhen i hate u!

I hate regretting.

I hate guessing.

I hate being insecure.

i hate my tears.

i hate myself for being weak.

i hate my decisions.

i hate making decisions that i will regret.

i hate Memories.

i hate myself for remembering memories that u had long forgotten.

i hate myself for care-ing so much about you and her.

i hate myself. Alreadygone.

i hate myself for grabbing it. Stop it. It's the end long long ago.

i hate myself for being not fine.

i hate myself who fail to protect myself.

i hate myself for care-ing so much.

i hate myself for care-ing so much when others simply heck.

i hate myself for care-ing, really.

but i just care dont i? As in why dont u guys care? Arent we friends? Why u all can behave like nth happen? i really dk why. Realy. is like, friends?....i dk. sc come le, this trend came in. She mayb like this with hazel, but we are definitelly not like this last year are we? i dk. really is like, u all never come and pei me go up? why is it my fault? why can u all just leave me alone like this and went Hahaheehoho afterthat? i dk. .i really wanna ask. But u all will only think im being petty wont u? It's only locker nia. coz i care what. As in...i dk. i rmb this early lastyear, then u, yh and lays all noe what to do le what. But, things really dont appear on the surface only. Why will u all just walk away when u all ask in a way that i never hear it? Is friends really like this? as in, im seriously asking, Is friends really like this? if it is really really like this, then.... omg i dk.

你为什么要说谎-叮当

这次我走开再没有话要说出来

我想留在这里可是这一切已太晚
我不能再像从前一样
为我们的明天疯狂

我也想说
也许能重来我却还是沉默

问我怎能不遗憾就丢失了爱
而我的泪怎么就流下来

i Shouldnt care. Really. But how could i not to. Teach me.

Jp-ed today,

With Michelle, Yaying, Jiaen, Limhui, Clarice, Kimberly & yinghui.

I love Michelle ♥

I love Yaying ♥